its been a long cold winter without you i've been crying on the inside over you just slipped through my fingers as life turned away its been a long cold winter since that day its hard to find hard to find hard to find the strength now but i try and I don't want to don't want to don't want to speak now of what's gone by Cos no matter what i say no matter what i do i cant change what happened No matter what i say no matter what i do i cant change what happened You just slipped through my fingers and i feel so ashamed You just slipped through my fingers and i have paid Cos no matter what i say no matter what i do i cant change what happened No matter what i say no matter what i do i cant change what happened no no I can't change just slipped through my fingers and i feel so ashamed You just slipped through my fingers and i have paid.