i've built a union of defeat to the guard the falling of my dreams and you can take it all away but there’s so little left to seize i try my best to overcome i must have tried a million times so much is standing in my way it holds my hand while i decline what’s gotten into me? this was everything I had wanted but now I’m alone and angry and if you still care for me you were everything I had lived for but now I’m afraid and lonely I sit alone and contemplate All the parameters of truth I wonder why they’re not so clear they were so striking in my youth My empire crashing to the floor i’ve always felt a bit condemned I’m lying naked in details Being exposed for what I am what’s gotten into me? this was everything I had wanted but now I’m alone and angry and if you still care for me you were everything I had lived for but now I’m afraid and lonely i've built a union of defeat to the guard the falling of my dreams and you can take it all away but there’s so little left to seize I feel the minutes counting down when I can kiss goodbye the past what I portray as eminence we surely know is my collapse what’s gotten into me? this was everything I had wanted but now I’m alone and angry and if you still care for me you were everything I had lived for but now I’m afraid and lonely