Forfeit the game or play to win I made my bed and now I'm sleeping in I woke up late to find you gone hope I wasn't wrong I think you caught me thinking out loud would I be crazy if I burned my own house down? then I could rebuild to my liking close cover before striking [Chorus] I'm breaking ground for the new me breaking down every time I think about it breaking ground for the new me getting up from these past catastrophes I'm always using words like maybe and someday maybe someday I'll learn that tomorrow's always a day away I always knew it'd feel just like this but I can't say that I was ready for it out of state, out of mind at least I can pretend I'm fine could this cup of coffee really keep me company for another winter alone? [Chorus] I'm always using words like maybe and someday and sorry, I'm sorry I couldn't sorry I couldn't say you remind me of everything I ever wanted to be maybe we were meant to be