How was I supposed to know? How could I prepare at all? Not a word and not a sign You were fed up with what I am I turn back the time And then it's so clear that I had Allready lost Refrein: I don't understand you I can't say I blame you I keep telling me I did wrong I never had a change to say Whatever could have made you stay? I keep thinking - have to be strong It's so hard it takes me out I am back into square one I am sure that you are ok With me ending up betraid I turn back the time And then it's so clear that I had Allready lost Refrein Everything seems so unreal All my thoughts cannot be told I just keep thinking: Why? I hope that I have found something out The next time I know what it's about I'll just have to re-build my mind Collect all the parts and combine Refrein