Wasting feeling breeding inside me A shadow of something crawling behind me And I´m pretending there´s nothing in there But hearing those whispers makes me to believe Here - I lay in my bed tasting bitter sweet Smell - In my breathe reminding smell of death Dreams - In my head slowly fade away The end -Is nearby me and I want it to be The king - Inside my head seducing me to betray You - The only one making myself me The loss - In my life great it will be The game - Is taking me and the prize is defeat Defeat Inevitable, my destiny Best friend I´ve ever met Hands stretching up to reach the sky Grobing for a lifehold a place to stay Fingers are slipping and I´m falling down Into the world I know the world of sadness Room - In my heart empty as a well Still - Waiting for the victory to take In vain - I´ve lost this game before I´ve even born Defeat - My destiny all I ever get