I, i am confused, fighting myself
wanting to give in, needing your help
skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
outside i know you, but inside i'm fucked
can you see it in me, skin cold from touch
each turn confronted with what i have done
you pull me closer, i push you away
you tell me it's okay, i can't help but feel the pain
i hate you
why are you taken?
i loved you
i feel so helpless
why is it you?
ripping my insides each time i lay with you
why do i cry [try]? why do i really [fucking] need to?
why...
fuck you, bitch!
need to...fuck
slut