Breathing out and breathing in is harder than it's ever been for me God I think you're beautiful you're stirring every chemical in me and I see you standing here and I can't believe it whispering a symphony and I think you mean it But there you go again walking out on me but I will be okay I will be okay cuz I feel fine Long ago I dreamt of you the memories are nothing new to me and now you're coming back to me you're everything I wanted you to be but I see you talking here and I can't believe it I try to make it clear that I think you mean it But there you go again drifting out on me but I will be okay I will be okay Where were you yesterday ? Why did you run away ? What did you do for me ? you believe it for so long but now you're back again and I won't let you in cuz I will be okay I will be okay I will be okay I will be okay cuz I feel fine yeah I feel fine I've never been better yeah I feel fine I've never been better