Press my face in the dirt see how long I can hold my breath pour some salt in my wounds I am just someone who doesn't fit in your world how can I smile with your gun to my head how can I reach out when you're holding me back I am just so tired of everyone who's trying to save me just save yourself... fade away I wanna fade away you give me your hand, I don't want it I'll rather drown on my own you try to give me relief, I don't need it I'll rather put the gun to my head bitterness is calling inside I am already damned the fire in my soul is slowly dying you know destiny calls my name fade away I wanna fade away fade away I wanna fade away