I can't control everything and i can't forget just what i've seen these memories take me away to a better place than i am today I devise my own demise Here's to life, the life i'm losing Its time to say hello goodbye [hello goodbye] to fade away fade away alone [motherfuck it, goodbye!] i just want you to take, take me back home to a better place that i've never known, that i've never known I can't take control everything [death is the only way out!] and i can't forget just what i've seen [death is the only way out!] these memories take me away to a better place than i am today than i am today ...This life i'm losing [This life i'm losing] I devise my... Own demise