[victor] Staying with this life to lead Attempting no true test Sticking with some sick ideal While others sell out fast Need a bit of flagellation Need to scour the depths Can't exercise authority Clamped down controlled will Denial, no discipline Refrainment abstinence Question convenience Ingesting some corrupt concept Consuming all its produce Pulling thoughts and conscience Confirming all unnoticed The fulfillment truly lies In what must be suppressed Subjugating passion Leaves power unprofessed