Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochist to wich I cater You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go till it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason My flaws are open season For this I gave up trying One good time deserves my dying Instead of live A zombie hides my face She'll forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic gentries You don't nedd to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I'm gone I'll never live down my desease