Can we pretend that I'm not so dillusional What's going on I can't control this feeling that I've never known It crawls way deep inside of me I never asked to be me When you can't understand me only makes you want to hate me but i like it when you hate me cuz it makes me feel like god what if I make it to my place what happens when there's nothing left to chase another day I wish away, Another day I ask myself Why do I breathe I'm incabable of the simple things that make you laugh and smile The way I see it you owe me time cuz i spent so much on you When you can't understand me only makes you want to kill me but i like it when you kill me cuz it makes me feel like god And if I sell my soul I'll take you anywhere You want All my life, I've been right you proved me wrong in just one night Why do I even breathe