I can't believe how far I've gone Watch me stumble and come undone If you take away, these memories All that's left, is just me [Chorus:] 'Cause I don't want this and I don't need this and I don't feel this It seems that even though she's with me I can't shake this I can't fake this and I won't take this anymore So you trace, to break my heart Should have seen this from the start I'm haunted by your apathy All that's left is killing me [Chorus] You believe that the way you choose to be I've always had to see The promise I don't fit so I don't lose my faith Now the sun has gone away It's getting colder everyday So before I freeze to death there's something I should say I don't want this I don't need this and I don't feel this It seems that even though she's with me I can't shake this and I can't fake this and I won't take this anymore And though you say you understand you still won't face this Can't erase this I won't embrace this anymore