Reveal to me this ugly thing I must've meddled by your head It's getting out of hand again Nobody sees it, but I can You thought of everything, I bet But did you think that I might die? I haven't really smiled, and I don't know how long you know Something's going to give again, somethings going to give again I try to fight, but did you listen? Even though you're gone, I'm never finished I can never be your God And I don't even think I want the job, anymore. Say something, anything to me. I did believe, but I have doubts So many reasons to hold on Conflicting interest is not it I guess I'm better off in the end Coz you were always there to blame I havent' felt so bad, and I don't know how long you know I can't get away again, I can't get away again.. I try to fight, but did you listen? Even though you're gone, I'm never finished I can never be your God And I don't even think I want the job, anymore. (x2) What am I supposed to now? How am I supposed to live now? All I ever did was try, but the story ends So I guess I'ma have to die Where am I supposed to go now? Go ahead, and go away (x4) Go away. What am I supposed to now? How am I supposed to live now? All I ever did was try, but the story ends So I guess I'ma have to die What am I supposed to now? How am I supposed to live now? What am I supposed to Now? How am I supposed to live Now? How am I supposed to live?