You know I can't tell the truth Cause all I do is lie I feel like I'm laughing all the time But all I do is cry I wanna go to heaven Yeh I wanna go to heaven But I don't wanna die I gave you it all child But I, I paid for that You walked away from me Yeh you turned your back I wanna go to heaven Yeh I wanna go to heaven But I don't wanna die I'll take what you can give me I'll use all I can use Yeh I'm sleeping with my worries now I've nothin else to lose Yeh I wanna go to heaven Lord I wanna go to heaven but I don't wanna die