Loyalty wavering like heat above the hood All the cooling fluids escaping into pools I'm sucking in vaporized lives but i feel no effect And now my cells are altered adapted to neglect I'm killing myself somehow to stay awake I'm not particular who i entertain I'm not concerned with the spectacle i make I'm preparing to make a big break Paring down the list of things to take What i leave behind i leave to fate Im preparing to vamoose Beefing up the list of shit to lose I've got words i'm not afraid to lose