when i look back upon my life it's always with a sense of shame i've always been the one to blame for everything i long to do no matter when or where or who has one thing in common too it's a it's a it's a it's a sin it's a sin everything i've ever done everything i ever do every place i've ever been everywhere i'm going to it's a sin at school they taught me how to be so pure in thought and word and deed they didn't quite succeed for everything i long to do no matter when or where or who has one thing in common too father forgive me i tried not to do it turned over a new leaf then tore right through it whatever you taught me i didn't believe it father you fought me 'cause i didn't care and i still don't understand