This is my love song My great and secret show My pornographic confession Emblems of the season of fury Flash and wobble and jar I toss and scream I shake and yell I weep and curse Like a madman I can't sleep I strip myself naked of my words I lay them bare for all of you to see More whimper then fury For the world to listen, watch and laugh I toss and scream... I mumble the words I do not understand Figures appear at go at no will I toss and scream... I'm still in control of my mind So many voices In my head None of them can replace yours I toss and scream... Fever drums the war song in my brain Perfect memory of time and place is a curse Savage god raises his hand In the fields of rape in my head