Suckin' up, suckin' up to hypocrites Sums up my days Movin' up, backin' up, I'm like a Monkey in a maze I think a lot but then I don't remember anything Nobody hears And I don't even know how I got here Here in this gray abyss Does anybody really have a chance? Chorus : Well I am just a volunteer I am not an entity It amazes me to tears Alone in your machine I'm not some faceless pawn That you can tread upon (3rd chorus : that you can trample on) No more tears Alone in your machine Cleanin' up, pickin' up your messes Is how I survive You pull the lever to get me started You keep me running till I don't remember anything 'cuz I'm expendable I'm sick of livin' like today's tomorrow And I wanna step outside Right into never never land (Chorus) (Solo) (Chorus) And I wanna step outside